Nexus of Shit

by Camboys

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Trauma, trauma, trauma. It really grinds you down. Recorded over the space of a few weeks, and left to sit for months, these survivor songs are a culmination of lots of processing.

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released June 24, 2017

recorded at home by Jack William
with generous support from: Kirsty Fife, Jack Fallows, Jake Maiden, Simon Eastwell and Jamie Wilson
Thank you to all the other camboys: Emily Plumtree, Eva Sanglante, Carl Farrugia, Sophie Slater, Cal Lum, Alex Shaw and Nye Todd.

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Camboys Leeds, UK

camboys is jack william / infogrrrrl queer pop music based in leeds.
also in camp shy and cat apostrophe

also does queerpop leeds

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Track Name: Royal Armouries
Yeah maybe don't ask me how I'm gonna fuck my boyfriend
And offer your hollow apologies
And I believed you when you said they were all laughing about

I hold your ring finger as we kiss and tell myself I'm fine with this

But you know how to get me through this

It begins at the Royal Armouries
I make a joke about my roulette addication
I tell you I can't stand the taste of Southern Comfort
I laugh, I joke and say yeah, I was a paid escort?
It beings at the Royal Armouries
I make a joke, I make a joke, I make a joke
Track Name: Nexus of Shit
Working late at the morgue again
Please come and take me home
The bodies are getting restless
I turn up my walkman

This city's haunted by ghosts and ghouls
They're constantly doing my head in but
Here we are at the Nexus of Shit

Thought you'd find love in this place
Thought you'd find some companionship
All you got was a vampire bite
And now you're possessed
Which is a kind of friendship, I suppose
A blood-sucking entity tied to your soul

This city's haunted by werewolves and dryads
They're constantly doing my head in but
Here we are at the Nexus of Shit

I wish a medical doctor would come and save me

This city's haunted by werewolves and ghouls
They're constantly doing my head in but
Here we are at the Nexus of Shit

This city's haunted by werewolves and dryads
They're constantly doing my head in but then
Here we are at the Nexus of Shit
Track Name: Grindr Save Me
Got to take myself back to a place where I can start to feel safe
I wish it were as easy as getting under the covers or making a cup of tea
And I'd like to stop saying I'm fine when I'm not
And to quote Cicy "I am really fucking not"
Wish I could tell you I need to be held
And wish I could tell you I need to talk about it

And when any attempt to be social ends with someone saying his name
And I sit and shake here in fear, trapped, I can't move

"He seems like such a great guy."
Filling me with shame
Put my head in my hands
And blot out the world

Wish I could tell you I need to be held
And wish I could tell you I need to talk about it
Wish I could tell you to just push on my throat sometimes
Sometimes I don't deserve anybody's love

A bitter taste on my tongue says "Maybe I should drink tonight"
Says "Come on, it's just a bit of fun."
Can't ever approach safety
Yeah, safety's too far from me

And when any attempt to be social ends with someone saying his name
And I sit and shake here in fear, trapped, I can't move

"He seems like such a great guy."
Filling me with shame
Put my head in my hands
And blot out the world

I just feel like I'm gonna lose my mind

I listened to the songs you sung
I listened to the rain
Track Name: No Timewasters
Face pic? I don't wanna know
Do you accom? I don't wanna know
Do you travel? I don't wanna know
Do you top? I don't wanna know

I only look for a fuck
When I'm feeling low
I only wanna suck a dick
When I'm home alone

Free now? I don't wanna know
No Timewasters. I don't wanna know
Do you bottom? I don't wanna know
Bareback? I don't wanna know

I only look for a fuck
When I'm feeling low
I only wanna suck a dick
When I'm home alone

And they say
People who spend too long in the shower
Are just looking for attention
And I'm only ever lonely or horny

And they say
People who spend too long in the bath
Are just looking for affection
And I think I just need a hug

How you doing? Bored.
And I'm only ever lonely or horny
Track Name: Lower Fear
If our cells completely regenerate every seven years
I'm not even the same person anymore
How could I have been so stupid?